Matthew 4:12-23
Slaves to Freedom
James Sledge January
26, 2020
I
once saw a newspaper comic strip that depicted a teenager who was angry at his
parents for not letting him do something he wanted to do. He yelled, “I’ll be
glad when I’m 18 and no one can tell me what to do!” The final panel showed his
parents doubled over in laughter.
As
much as we celebrate freedom and individualism in this country, almost none of
us ever reach the point where no one can tell us what to do. It may be parents, a teacher, or professor;
it may be our boss; it may be the speed limit and the police radar gun, but much
of the time, we either do as others say or suffer the consequences.
We
often wish it were otherwise. That starts early. Toddlers love the word “No!”
Children and adults enjoy saying, “You can’t make me.” Part of American mythology is that anyone can
grow up to be whatever he or she wants to be. We know it’s not really true,
even if it’s truer here than in many countries. But still, we love the idea
that we’re free to become whatever we want, that we can simply decide, and if
we try hard enough, we will make it.
In
some countries, children are given aptitude tests and then slotted into certain
academic or vocational tracks as early as elementary school. That would never fly here.
Yet
despite this, people often ask themselves the question, “What should I do with
my life?” That’s a somewhat different question from “What do I want to do?” What
I want to do is about preference,
but what I should do speaks of
something outside myself having a say.
Sometimes
people go to career counseling services to help figure out what sort of thing
they should do. Some colleges offer such services to their students. People who
are thinking about changing careers sometimes use them. And our denomination
requires people who want to become pastors to be evaluated by a reputable
career center.
This
career counseling usually includes tests that chart personality, interests, and
aptitudes. The process assumes that certain traits are necessary for certain
careers. When I was 12, I would have loved to become a rock and roll star, but
it didn’t take all that many guitar lessons to make it obvious that would never
happen.
So
I’m wondering, what information would you consider in making a decision about
what you should do with your life? Whose
voice would you listen to; what authority would you recognize as having a say
in that decision?
And
this isn’t limited to decisions about career. Life is full of should questions. Where should I go to
college? Should I go to grad school? Should we get married? Should we have
children? How should we raise our children? How should we spend our
retirement? What should we do with our
estate? The list goes on and on. Perhaps you’re wrestling with such a question
right now.
How
do you answer such questions? Who and what get a say in answering the question,
“What should I do?”
I
wonder how Simon Peter, Andrew, James, and John answered that question. How did
they decide what they should do when Jesus showed up and said, “Come on, drop
everything; leave it all behind, and come with me?” Did they even know what
Jesus meant when he said they would be fishing for people? What on earth made
them simply get up and go?
When Jesus begins his ministry, the very
first words he says, words spoken immediately before he calls Simon Peter and
Andrew are, “Repent, for the kingdom of heaven has come near.” I think that
when a lot of people hear the word “repent,” they think of confessing, admitting
that they’re bad and need to turn from their evil ways. It can mean that, but I
don’t think that is what Jesus is talking about. Jesus is saying that God’s
rule, God’s new day is drawing close, and to get ready for it we need to start
living differently. Peter and Andrew and James and John all repent, not because
they stop doing something bad or wrong, but because they go in a new direction
when Jesus calls. They hear Jesus telling them what they should do, what they
must do if they are to get ready for the kingdom.
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Years ago, before I went to seminary, I took
part in a discussion with a church youth group where I was a volunteer leader. We
asked them whether or not they would go overseas to some dangerous, poverty
stricken country if they were absolutely certain that Jesus was calling them to
do so. I’m not sure I would have been as honest as they were. Every single one
of them said, “No.”
I
don’t recall much of the conversation that followed, but clearly these high
school students understood their lives to grow out of the choices that they
would make, and this choice would not fit. It violated some standard, guideline,
hope, or expectation that influenced them, the authoritative voices that they
listened to.
Now
in fairness to them, they said “No” only to a hypothetical situation. Peter,
Andrew, James, and John might well have said the same to a hypothetical
question about leaving the life they knew behind and following Jesus. But then
they met him.
Our
culture makes it quite easy to believe in Jesus. Even though our society is
becoming more and more secular, believing in Jesus is still something of a
norm. Following Jesus in another matter. Our culture actually says that’s a bad
idea. It will get in the way of prestige, power, wealth, possessions and other
things our culture says we need for a full,
happy life.
Jesus
calls people to counter-cultural lives, lives that love enemies, that take up a
cross, that give themselves for the sake of others, even others who don’t
deserve such a gift. Following Jesus
looks like a foolish choice, and it looked just as foolish back when Jesus
called those fishermen, until they actually met him.
I
think that a lot of us live with a significant, unresolved conflict in our
lives. On the one hand we know deep down inside that we were created for
something, for a life of meaning and purpose. There is a deep should
for each of us, a calling. But we have been well conditioned to think that
happiness and fulfillment come from being free to do what we want, from following
our own wants and desires. Some of us are virtually slaves to this freedom,
finding it impossible to trust anything other than our own wants and desires.
When
Peter and Andrew, James and John meet Jesus, they drop everything. They abandon
all the plans they previously had and go with him, not knowing where it will
lead. I do not think it was anything that they had ever wanted, at least not
until the met Jesus. I’m not sure that following Jesus ever seems like
something people would want to do at first, which is probably why so many go no
further than believing in Jesus. But what if we actually meet Jesus? What if we
hear him calling us to follow him?
All praise and
glory to the God who comes to us in Jesus, and invites us to discover new life by
following him.
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