For God alone my soul waits in silence;
from God comes my salvation. Ps. 62:1
A question I've gotten from a few folks in my new call goes like this. "So James, what is your vision for our church?" I confess to being a bit uncomfortable with the question, but I don't think that's a matter of shirking my leadership responsibilities. I'm not at all averse to pointing out things we need to do or pushing for certain things, but I don't think a congregation's vision is supposed to come from me.
One of the things I enjoy about the lectio divina practice of reading Scripture is the way it can open you to hearing a word that you would never get from traditional Bible study. It is important to study the Bible and to explore the meaning of a passage after considering its context, to whom it is addressed, the type of literature, and so on. But hearing God speak is not simply a matter of understanding the Bible, and lectio divina lets us listen in a different way. This spiritual practice, where a passage is read simply listening for a word or phrase that seems to stand out, is a wonderful way to become more open to God in a manner that is not academic or about what I know.
For God alone... That grabbed me this morning. And as I reflected on why that might be, I don't think it had much to do with the psalm's looking to God for rescue or security. I heard this as a word for that question of vision. For God alone we wait, hoping to hear clearly. For God alone we become still and silent, anticipating that God does have plans for us, that God has a calling for us.
I'm not suggesting that our knowledge and understanding don't matter. If we know our Bibles at all we surely have some idea of the kind of things God expects from us. But what is there that is peculiar to us, to our current moment and particular context? What calling is God placing on us right now?
For God alone my soul waits in silence, longing to hear.
"So James, what is your vision for our church?" True vision is from God, but in the meantime, I have what might be a provisional vision. May all of us in this congregation become more attentive, waiting for God alone, so that together we may hear God's call.
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