Monday, October 10, 2011
Spiritual Hiccups - More Tolerable for Sodom and Gommorah
Jesus sends the Twelve out on a preaching, teaching, and healing mission, and he concludes his instructions with this note, "If anyone will not welcome you or listen to your words, shake off the dust from your feet as you leave that house or town. Truly I tell you, it will be more tolerable for the land of Sodom and Gomorrah on the day of judgment than for that town.”
Sodom and Gomorrah was shorthand for terrible evil and depravity. The cities were destroyed by God in the book of Genesis. (Although many people associate this depravity with homosexual behavior, that is not necessarily the case. That the townspeople would demand to rape sojourners who should be extended hospitality is horribly depraved without any reference to sexual orientation.) And for Jesus to compare those who do not welcome his representatives or listen to what they say with this legendary evil is remarkable.
Now perhaps it seems a rather academic exercise, my trying to figure out what score Jesus gets on the meek-and-mild meter. But I'm wondering about this with regard to how we American Christians receive Jesus' representatives; whether we welcome them or listen to them. But if we are Christians, how could this concern us? I suspect that would have been nearly the same response of those people Jesus sent his disciples out to visit, the covenant people of Israel.
It seems to me that we Christians often place ourselves in a role very much like the Jews of Jesus' day. We are the established religion and presume our relationship with God to be reasonably secure based on our status as Christians. By I have observed that those who speak the message of Jesus without being careful not to step on anyone's toes are often rejected. Anyone who boldly proclaims Jesus' words about blessings for the poor and the curse of wealth is asking for trouble. Many will neither welcome nor listen to them. "If anyone will not welcome you or listen to your words, shake off the dust from your feet as you leave that house or town. Truly I tell you, it will be more tolerable for the land of Sodom and Gomorrah on the day of judgment than for that town.”
Hyperbole was and is very much a regular feature of Middle Eastern speech, and Jesus likely employs it here. Still, I wonder if the traditional American church, so much a part of the fiber and texture of American society, culture, and economics, hasn't at times lost its soul in the bargain. What if the not-so-meek-and-mild Jesus is talking about and to us?
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Sunday, October 9, 2011
Sermon text - Tossing Out Our Idols
Exodus 32:1-14
Tossing Out Our Idols
James Sledge October 9, 2011
Just prior to graduating from seminary, I attended a kind of pastor’s job fair called “Face-to-Face.” This two day event brought together scores of search committees from congregations seeking a pastor and matched them up with well over a hundred pastors and seminary students who were seeking calls. It was a hectic enterprise where you interviewed with a different church every hour. There was some sort of matching criteria that was supposed to put compatible churches and pastor candidates together. Seminary students like me didn’t get matched with big churches looking for experienced pastors, and so on.
But no matching system is perfect, especially in an event like this one where there were so many search committees and pastors. And so I had my share of interviews with congregations where I knew 60 seconds into a 50 minute interview that this was never going to happen. But being new to this searching for a call business, interviews were good practice.
In one of those interviews that clearly would not lead anywhere, the conversation somehow turned to the topic of biblical literalism. My memory is a little fuzzy, but I recall that they were a conservative, rural congregation. And when my answer to their question about the authority of scripture included a few comments about the Bible sometimes becoming an idol, perhaps one of the more popular idols in some Christian circles, I could see a look of horror on some of their faces. I had clearly committed a terrible act of sacrilege, and the interview turned decidedly colder. The idea that I would compare the Bible to something such as the golden calf was clearly disturbing to them.
I’ve heard about the golden calf since I was a small child. There was a picture of it in the Bible Story book my father used to read to us. And like other idols I heard about from the Bible, it was clearly something people chose rather than God. Idols are competitors with God, which helps explain the reaction of the members on that nominating committee.
Now some idols are alternatives to God, competing gods if you will. But Aaron, the person who conceives, designs, and builds the golden calf, does not seem to understand this idol in that manner.
After building the calf he proclaimed, “Tomorrow shall be a festival to Yahweh.” To Yahweh, not to some other Near Eastern god such as Baal, but a festival to Yahweh, the God who had brought them out of Egypt, the God who worked though Moses. But Moses had disappeared and had been missing for over a month. Clearly the Israelites needed a more reliable way of invoking God’s presence, of insuring that God was there for them when they needed help. Moses had skipped out on them, and so they turned to his brother Aaron, the priest, to provide a stand-in.True, Aaron is breaking the Commandments spoken by Yahweh only weeks earlier. “You shall not make for yourself an idol (the word can also means an image), whether it is in the form of anything that is in heaven above, or that is is on the earth beneath, or that in the water under the earth.” I’m pretty sure that a calf is in the image of something on the earth. But these were desperate times. Moses was missing. God was nowhere to be found either. The Israelites had to have something that would guarantee God’s presence. I’m not sure of the symbolism of the calf, but apparently it fit the bill.
Most all of us have been there with the Israelites. We may not have been worrying about dying in the wilderness, but we’ve felt the need to keep God close, to have God on call and available. Golden calves are a bit out of our repertoire, but we still know how to make God both manageable and accessible. As I told that church nominating committee, some folks carry a Bible around with them, God at the ready, a quick answer for every situation.
However I do not think this the typical Presbyterian idol. I think that most of us are more prone to come up with a synopsis of God that we carry with us. This is less tangible than a Bible or a golden calf, but it is very functional. Whether our synopsis of God is a no-nonsense deity who judges folks with clear, black and white standards – “Believe this, do that, and you’re in; don’t and you’re damned.” – or if our God is a kindly and benevolent deity who wouldn’t hurt a fly, either way we know just what to expect from our god. Either god is a cafeteria style idol, a god selected from those attributes that appeal to us. Either sort of god can be found in the Bible. But either sort of god is constructed by us, to suit us.
When Israel and Aaron construct a god to suit them, Yahweh, the real deal God, is not pleased. God is ready to disown them saying to Moses, “Your people, whom you brought up out of the land of Egypt, have acted perversely… Now let me alone, so that my wrath may burn hot against them and I may consume them; and of you I will make a great nation.” Yahweh wants nothing more to do with them. They are Moses’ people now, not Yahweh’s. And God proposes to transfer the promises made to Abraham all those centuries ago to Moses. God will start over.
If we take this story seriously at all, we must wrestle with some real difficulties. The God we see here is all set to wipe out Israel. But Moses is in the way. Even before Moses intervenes on Israel’s behalf, begging God to remember Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, Yahweh says, “Now let me alone…”
Moses seems to function as a Christ-like figure, standing in the breech between humanity and God’s wrath. But do we really think God is all set to destroy Israel when Moses somehow convinces God otherwise? And the same problem exists with mechanical formulas for salvation where Jesus stands in the breech. God is all set to nail us, but somehow Jesus comes in between. Is this the true picture of God, a God itching to destroy but somehow dissuaded by Moses or Jesus?
Let me suggest that what we witness in the story of the golden calf, and in the story of the cross, is a profound tension within the heart of God, at least insomuch as we can know God. The God of the Bible does not finally let us settle on a god of mercy or a god of judgment. Walter Brueggemann writes, “This tension of mercy that forgives and sovereignty that will not be mocked is an endless adjudication for the God of the Bible, who permits no final or systematic resolve. It is a tension that we all know in our most intimate and treasured relations. In Exodus, the crisis is kept raw, alive, and unresolved. It must be kept so for Moses and for Israel, as it is even for God’s own life.”[1]
This God Brueggemann speaks of is a little unsettling, a little hard to pin down, and problematic for those of us who want a god who is predictable, dependable, and logically consistent. But this God we find in Exodus and at the cross is a living, dynamic God with an exciting vitality missing from our idols, whether they be golden calves or well-crafted theological constructs that conform to our particular inclinations.
If a non-Christian who had never visited a church decided to take in congregations covering a fairly wide theological spectrum, she could be forgiven if she concluded that we worshipped different gods. We don’t of course, but we do have different idols, different pictures of God that we have constructed from various elements borrowed from Bible and other sources. But what might happen if we considered tossing out our idols?
I sometimes wonder if the lack of vitality in many American congregations in recent decades isn’t because too many people have seen that our idols have no life. The images of God we have constructed for ourselves have proved inadequate for people’s spiritual longings, and so they have gone looking elsewhere. But what if we tossed our idols and settled images, and embraced the dynamic and somewhat unsettling God of the Exodus and the cross?
All praise and glory to the God who rescues Israel from slavery, who commands faithful covenant obedience, and who comes to us in Jesus on a cross.
[1] Walter Brueggemann in The New Interpreter’s Bible: A Commentary in Twelve Volumes, Vol. I (Nashville, Abingdon Press, 1994) p. 935.
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Spiritual Hiccups - Moving the Boundaries
But on the way, a woman who was not allowed inside the synagogue approaches Jesus on the sly, wanting only to touch him in hopes of being healed. Her 12 year hemorrhage meant that she had been religiously unclean all that time. Perhaps she hopes that she can receive healing from Jesus without embarrassing him, without letting anyone know that by her touch she has just made him unclean as well.
But Jesus does not permit her healing to be a private one. He turns and says to her, “Take heart, daughter; your faith has made you well.” He heals her, but he also calls her daughter, a clear statement that she is one of the family, part of the community even though her illness has caused her to be ostracized. And the phrase "made you well" translates a word often rendered "saved." It can mean either, but perhaps more happens here than simply being made well.
Reading this story, I can't help wondering about who the people are in our day who have felt ostracized by the church, but whom Jesus embraces. Sometimes I hear Christians speak disparagingly of outsiders, confident that their outsider status is their own fault. No doubt people in Jesus day thought the same of this woman Jesus calls "daughter."
In today's gospel, Jesus grace and healing are extended to the religious leader and the woman deemed unfit by the theology and practice of that leader. I wonder who it is we in the church have written off or labeled "unclean" that Jesus would have us embrace and say to them, "Brother, sister, child of God."
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Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Spiritual Hiccups - The Social Contract
Even though this was "private communion," the woman correctly sensed that it was a communal event and not a private devotional experience. As she took communion, she saw the body of Christ. That is, she saw the gathered individuals who made up her congregation, the living body of Christ of which she was a part.
I have often heard people understand the Apostle Paul's words, "For all who eat and drink without discerning the body, eat and drink judgment against themselves," as referring to the presence of Christ in the Lord's Supper itself. And while my tradition does speak of a genuine, spiritual presence in the meal, the body Paul speaks of is not the bread. He is addressing divisions in the Corinthian congregation, and he sees those particularly present in the way they hold the Lord's Supper, with those who arrive early not waiting for those who cannot, for those with plenty not sharing with those who have little. And just a bit later in his letter, Paul makes explicit his understanding of the congregation as the body, insisting that each of them is an integral and essential part of that body.
We Americans have long had a strong individualistic streak in us, but for much of our history this was tempered by a strong sense of community, by the notion of a "social contract" of which all were a part. But this social contract seems to have faded in recent decades, and our the dark side of our individualism has run rampant. The causes of this are likely many, but I have to think that the privatization of faith has played a role.
The standard practice for serving the Lord's Supper in the congregations where I grew up was to pass plates of bread and trays of cups down the pews in a manner similar to passing offering plates. Theologically speaking, we could speak of a communal act of members serving one another. In practice, however, it became a very private event. When I first became a pastor, I watched this with some care, and I noticed that people generally served themselves. They took the plate or tray from the person next to them, took bread or cup for themselves, and then handed to the next person. And rarely did anyone look at anyone else.
At that church, I tried to institute a practice of each person speaking to the person they handed the plate saying, "The bread of life," or the tray saying, "The cup of salvation." But I found that people were very resistant. They did not want to look at or speak to one another. Sometimes I could not even get the church elders, the ones who took the plates and trays from the table to the pews, to start things off with "The bread of life." Even though I had talked about it with them in meetings; even though they were given written instructions explaining the process, many would not speak when they started the plate down a pew.
The notion that faith can be mostly about personal belief and piety is a strange one. Jesus was clear that the core of being God's people was an absolute love of God paired with love of neighbor. The two are inseparable. Yet in modern Christian practice, we have often separated them.
This surely has had a negative impact on our society at large, this loss of faith as a force that binds us together and encourages us to sacrifice for the good of the other. When religious people lament faith's diminishing role in our culture, they usually talk about prayer in school and so forth. But I see those as minor issues compared to a loss that was not imposed on the Church from the outside. No one told us we had to turn faith into a private affair. We did that on our own.
Fortunately there are signs that a shift is underway. More and more of us are recognizing that faith cannot be practiced in private. It must be lived out in communities of practice that help form us into the body of Christ we are called to be. And just as we cannot celebrate the Lord's Supper without discerning the body - the larger faith community - neither can we fully experience salvation in private. The healing, wholeness, and newness that Jesus means by salvation always involves the other. And I can't help but think that if those in the Church truly experienced this salvation, it would have profound impacts on recovering a renewed sense of a social contract in our nation as a whole.
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Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Spiritual Hiccups - Longing
so my soul longs for you, O God.
My soul thirsts for God,
for the living God.
I'm reading an interesting book called The Holy Longing: The Search for a Christian Spirituality. The author speaks of all people having a spirituality, though he does not mean what some people mean by that term. He says our spirituality is what we do with and how we channel the fire inside us. All of us are driven by some sort of passion, desire, restlessness or fire. Our spirituality is how we understand, channel, tap into, squelch, or navigate this energy.
Fire and energy were not much a part of my early faith experience. "Decently and in order" is a favorite Presbyterian axiom, and the church I knew growing up was big on order, logic, and rationality, with little evidence of passion or fire. And I suspect that this sort of experience has something to do with the many folk who profess to be "spiritual but not religious." They presume (incorrectly, I believe) that religion is stifling to the passion they associate spirituality.
Certainly there are many examples of faith communities that do seem stifling to passion and fire. Yet when I think of the many people who have died for the faith over the centuries, surely they were animated by remarkable passion that enabled such sacrifice.
I wonder sometimes about the passions and fires that animate our society these days. They are many and varied. People have all sorts of causes and passions: the environment, ending poverty, stopping abortion, political ideologies, personal pleasure, making money, looking out for number one, patriotic fervor, and so on. And I suspect that some of the partisan division in our day comes from the deficient spiritualities channeling such passions. Sometimes these passions sweep us up and lead us to foolish excesses that damage community and ignore civility. But many of us have gone the other way and buried our passions so deep inside ourselves that we are more prone to depression than excess. And we contribute to our society's dysfunction by our numbness, by defecting in place.
We Mainline Christians, who have sometimes shunted fire and passion aside in our religious communities, would do well to acknowledge our need for passion and longing, to recognize that any true Christian spirituality has to do with the powerful, dangerous, yet life giving power of the Holy Spirit. We cannot simply do things decently and in order. We must also be on fire for God. We must thirst for the living God.
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Monday, October 3, 2011
Spiritual Hiccups - Who Am I, and Why Am I Here?
At the same time, I heard someone from another church complaining that the reason for decline in our Presbyterian denomination is that we have no real message, that we are afraid to call our members to the hard work of discipleship.
I wonder if there isn't a common thread to the comments from these two folks. Do we Christians have a distinct enough identity that it has any real meaning in our world? And if we don't have an identity, can we have a message?
In today's epistle, Paul writes to the church in Corinth, "'All things are lawful,' but not all things are beneficial. 'All things are lawful,' but not all things build up. Do not seek your own advantage, but that of the other." The Corinthian congregation was apparently one with great energy but also great excesses, and some of them embraced their freedom in Christ to the extreme. The particular issue here is eating meat sacrificed to idols. (Much meat sold in Paul's day had been.) Some Corinthians argued that since there was only one true God, what difference did it make where the meat came from. Paul would grant them the logic of their argument, but he was more concerned about how these actions might impact others. If their freedom had a negative impact on other believers or on the image of the community of faith, one should not exercise that freedom, says Paul.
Our culture is enamored with freedom and "my rights." And even though the public is disgusted with the partisan gridlock in Washington, we keep it going by electing those we think will "protect my interests." We rarely follow Paul's advice to seek the advantage of the other over our own. Our individualism has grown so dominant, that we seemingly cannot.
Christianity in America has very often adopted the same individualistic mindset and in the process become a primarily private thing. And the more private it becomes, the less possibility is has to give us a distinct identity. We look no different from the world around us, and so our lives bear no witness to the possibility of a new life in Christ.
The Church did not set out to lose its identity. But over the centuries, thinking of American as a "Christian nation" led to thinking that being a good citizen was perfectly compatible with faith and, further, that living as a good citizen in America would shape a person as a Christian. All the Church need do was have worship and fill in a few of the finer doctrinal points. Of course the problem with such a setup is that it depends on the culture keeping up its side of the bargain. But our culture decided decades ago that it was just fine without us. It stopped doing things to prop up the Church, and in the old, mainline denominations (those most tied to the culture), the decline has been steady ever since.
To be sure, the culture has lost out as well. Faith once served as a restraint on the worst tendencies of individualism, tempering it with a commitment to community, to the neighbor. Most certainly the decline of faith communities has contributed to a weakening of the social bonds that had helped balance my freedoms with the other's needs and well being.
But there is no going back to the 1950s, however appealing that might be to some. Rather, people of faith must do the work of defining who we are in this time and place. We have actually been given huge opportunity to consider afresh what it means to be a follower of Jesus, to think about what it means to be faithful in this age. And then we will need to be able to transmit this identity to others.
I am more and more convinced that this will have two parts. The first is a deepening spirituality taught and practiced in our congregations. We need to learn or relearn how to draw close to God, to listen for the Spirit, and discover our true humanity made in God's image. And this will necessarily be paired with becoming communities of love who work for the good of the other. People will not simply go to this church on Sunday. Instead they will be the body of Christ together.
This work will be harder for older, established congregations than it might be for those less bound to old patterns forged during our old alliance with the culture. But easy or hard, this is the work that is before us. And in Christ, we are more than capable of the task.
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Sunday, October 2, 2011
Sermon text - Invited into Blessedness
Exodus 20:1-20
Invited into Blessedness
James Sledge World Communion-October 2, 2011
Even in a world where less and less people attend church or participate in any sort of religious community, most people know about the 10 Commandments. They may not be able to name them, but they’ve heard about them, seen pictures of tablets with Roman numerals on them, perhaps with Moses holding them. And they've likely heard of the court cases over whether or not the commandments can be displayed on public buildings.
Now I have no interest in talking about the proper boundaries between church and state, but I do think that dragging the 10 Commandments into our culture wars both trivializes and misunderstands them. I hear people say that placing the 10 Commandments on a courthouse wall is appropriate because they’re the basis for our civil law, but that only makes me wonder if they’ve have actually read them. Only three of the ten correspond to laws that we enforce. And our culture is grounded on violating some of them.
24/7 is a big catchphrase in our society. Factories run 24/7 because it’s inefficient to shut down. Some stores and restaurants stay open 24/7, and those that do generally advertise that fact proudly. And even those who do attempt to keep Sabbath still expect stores, movies, gas stations, and places to eat to stay open for them. We can’t even imagine a society where everyone stopped and rested for a full 24 hours.
And if we have subverted Sabbath with our 24/7 culture, we have actually made coveting a cornerstone of our economy.
Every day we are bombarded with advertising, much of it designed to make us covet. Our economy depends on convincing enough of us that we need more and more, that if our neighbor has newer and better stuff, we should want it. And we should be willing to go into debt, worry constantly about money, work more hours, and become stressed out so that we can have it.The fact is that the 10 Commandments are not primarily a set of rules for a well run society. That societies need laws against stealing and murder, and to insure that justice is based on the truth is so obvious that all sorts of folks have figured this out. Cultures that never heard of the 10 Commandments had rules against murder, theft, and false witness.
No, what is distinct about the 10 Commandments is not a few commonsense laws. It is the different sort of society envisioned in those other commandments. Like the Kingdom Jesus proclaims, the 10 Commandments describe an alternative community very different from the world that we live in.
This radically alternative community is perhaps best seen in those opening commands about other gods, idols, and misusing God’s name. These commands do not form the basis for any civil law. Rather, they stand as an alternative to the distorted cultures and societies that we humans construct.
“God bless America.” The phrase is spoken regularly by politicians left and right. It was a hugely popular song during World War II and still is today. On the face of it, asking God’s blessings on our nation seems perfectly appropriate. But while I do hope God blesses America, I’m sure that in our asking, we frequently transgress some of those opening commandments, perhaps all of them.
If that startles you, I’m not surprised. Many of us assume that the first few commandments are not that hard to keep. After all, we don’t live in a world where there are that many god choices. No temple to Baal or Zeus or Artemis down the street, and the only idols many of us have seen are in museums. And while language has gotten a lot coarser in recent years, many of us try not to take God’s name in vain.
But in fact, these opening commandments are about where our ultimate trust and loyalties lie, and who we think is really in charge. In the world where the 10 Commandments are given, “other gods” were about hedging your bets, insurance. Many Israelites thought they could worship Yahweh, and still offer a little something to the local fertility god just to be on the safe side, to insure that the grain would produce. We don't put much stock in fertility gods, but we know all about hedging bets and insurance.
For ancient Israel, idols were often a part of this insurance, but the prohibition against idols isn’t just about other gods. It prohibits images of any kind, including ones of Yahweh. Yahweh is not like other gods. Yahweh will not be managed or used. Yahweh will not be packaged and brought out when needed. Yahweh remains mysterious, unpictureable, undomesticated, wild and free. Israel can only conform to Yahweh, not the other way round.
Taking Yahweh’s name in vain emphasizes this. Our translation gets much closer to what the Hebrew actually says. “You shall not make wrongful use of the name of Yahweh your God.” This issue here isn’t foul language. It is seeking to enlist God in our causes. But this God will not be enlisted. Yahweh will not bless Israel or curse her enemies to suit Israel’s plans, nor will Yahweh bless America or curse our enemies to suit our plans. Yahweh is not on call. Rather Yahweh calls Israel to find new life according to God’s plans.
In the same way, Jesus does not follow along with us, promising to bless us or make things go well for us because we believe in him. Rather, Jesus invites us to follow him along a way that the world thinks foolish, a way of self-giving that loves the neighbor, even when that neighbor is our enemy. He invites us to join him in the way of the cross.
I think I’ve shared with you before something my wife has posted on our refrigerator door. It’s a quote the singer Bono used at a Washington, DC prayer breakfast some years ago. "Stop asking God to bless what you are doing. Get involved in what God is doing because it is already blessed.”
In the 10 Commandments, in the call of Jesus, we are invited into the blessedness that God is already doing. It is not a blessedness that easily conforms to our plans or desires. It is a blessedness experienced in Sabbath, in the realization that the world is safely in God’s hands and will not spin out of control if we stop and truly rest, if we disconnect, if we become quiet and still. It is a blessedness that comes in aligning our lives with God's promised new day, with the hope of a new, restored world, a world we enact at the table.
At the Lord’s table, all are invited: the well, the sick, the poor, the stranger, the American, the foreigner, every race, family, and tribe. At the table, all are one; all are guests; all are welcome. At the table, Jesus is our host, and he does not honor the divisions of the broken world that we construct. At the table, all boundaries between us and them disappear.
This table is the promise that God will not leave the world to our foolishness nor be drawn into our petty schemes. Instead God graciously invites us into something wonderfully new, a transformed world governed by love, a world where the Holy Spirit reshapes us so that we become like Christ. Come to the table; come from east and west, north and south, from every land, race, and culture. Come to the feast. Come and be made one in Christ.
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Spiritual Hiccups - Choosing and Unchoosing
It isn't that we don't want help from Jesus finding something solid and dependable in life. Many of us crave a sense of stability and certainty. We live in a world where many of the things we've counted on seem unsure. Everything is changing, and not always for the better.
Jesus certainly offers us plenty of specifics. Today's reading is the conclusion of the Sermon on the Mount, and in it Jesus has clearly laid out how we are to live, teaching on everything from personal piety to money to forgiveness to the law to judging others to putting God first in our lives. He says that actually doing his teachings will anchor our lives firmly, but in our day, it is easy for Jesus' teachings to get lost in a dizzying array of other voices and choices.
Americans have long been big on individualism and have valued making our own choices. Nonetheless, the number of choices now facing us are mind boggling compared to 50 years ago. There used to be an old joke about getting phone from the phone company (the only place you could get one way back when). It went, "You can have any color phone you want as long as it's black." I didn't have any choice about going to church as a child, or as a teenager for that matter. And the culture I grew up in worked pretty hard to limit the other available choices on a Sunday morning. The stores weren't open, the movies weren't showing, no sports were played, and you would get dirty looks from your neighbor if you cut your grass.
I have not desire to go back to those "good old days," but we do face a difficulty that some previous generations did not. To choose Jesus we have to unchoose some other things, many other things actually. And we live in a culture that constantly tells us we can have more and more, that we should have more and more. Our TVs get hundreds of channels. We flip around with our remotes trying to watch multiple shows at one time. And the TV manufacturers are trying to help us, bringing out new models that show two, three, four programs at once.
Even when we want to follow Jesus, so many other things beckon us. I'll take home a book I know I should read but then I don't want to miss that TV show, and I need to get to bed and rest but Colbert is on. And I need to spend more time in prayer but another email just came in on the smartphone, and I need to check in on Twitter and Facebook or I might miss something.
Parents over-schedule their children in sports and enrichment activities because they are afraid that those children might miss out on something valuable, on something they could need. But Jesus talks about narrow gates and hard roads, about living in a particular way, which of course means not living in some other ways.
I sometimes wonder if a problem people have with Christianity is less that they don't want to choose Jesus, and more the realization that they don't want to unchoose all those other things. Yet every choice requires unchoosing other options. To choose one person as a spouse effectively eliminates millions of other possible choices. Choosing to have children means to unchoose some other possibilities. (Though we all know people who attempt to ignore these realities, who keep dating after they marry or take infant children with them to bars, fancy restaurants, and sporting events.)
I wonder if some of us aren't so frazzled all the time because we know well how to choose, but we've become very unpracticed at unchoosing. No wonder our lives sometimes feel like they're falling down around us. I wonder what things I need to unchoose in order to get my life on solid ground, on a firm foundation.
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