1 Samuel 1:4-20
Forgetting, Remembering, and Waiting for God
James Sledge November
15, 2015
Hannah’s
story is a personal one, but it is not just about her. She lives in a time when
Israel is in disarray and chaos, fragmented into tribes that sometimes fight
one another, threatened by the powerful Philistines. The hope and promise from
the days of Moses and Joshua are gone. Hannah’s personal despair mirrors that
of Israel.
Hannah
despairs because she is childless, something understood as a curse from God. Yahweh
had closed her womb, the story tells us twice. God, it seems, is Hannah’s
enemy.
Hannah
lived in a patriarchal society where the value of women was largely limited to
child bearing and nurture. A woman who could not have children had little in
the way of other options for a fulfilling life, and her husband’s other wife
never let Hannah forget that. She tormented her, a pain only intensified by the
annual trips to Shiloh where each family member offered sacrifices at the
sanctuary of God. Sacrifices to the one who had cursed her.
Her
husband Elkanah loves her and doesn’t
think her worthless, but his efforts to cheer her up fall a little flat. “Why
are you so sad? Why won’t you eat? After all, you have me.” Even I know better
than that, and my wife says I’m clueless.
Elkanah
isn’t the only clueless guy in the story. Eli the priest stumbles badly
himself. He’s there in the temple when Hannah comes in, walking right past him.
She makes no notice of the priest, taking her case straight to Yahweh. She has
a bitter complaint. God has forgotten her, and she longs to be remembered.
Eli
totally misreads her, thinking she’s drunk because she moves her lips without
speaking. That seems pretty thin evidence. Maybe he’s not used to women barging
right by him and dropping on the floor before God.
Hannah
quickly sets the priest straight, but then adds, “Do not regard your servant as a worthless
woman…” That is the problem. In her world, she is considered cursed and
worthless.
I’m
not certain how to read Eli’s response. He does seem sympathetic, but when he
says, “the God of Israel grant the petition you have made…” is that a
promise, or merely a hope? However Eli means it, Hannah goes home glad.
I occasionally have someone share a crisis
with me and ask me to pray for her. I’m happy to do so, and I hope my prayers
provide some comfort. Still, I don’t know that either of us thinks the
situation changed after I’m finished. I’m not sure anyone goes home glad.