John 18:33-37
Embracing the Truth
James Sledge November
22, 2015 (Christ the King)
“What is truth?” That is
Pilate’s response when Jesus says, “For this I was born, and for this I came
into the world, to testify to the truth. Everyone who belongs to the truth
listens to my voice." And so Pilate cuts off Jesus’ attempt to
engage Pilate the man, the person behind the persona.
On
the surface, Pilate is the most powerful man in all of Jerusalem, in all of
Palestine. He is Roman governor, with the power and authority of the Roman
Empire and the might of the Roman army at his disposal. He has the power of
life and death over Jesus and countless others. Yet the gospel of John
describes a scene where Pilate is the one on trial, where he is a pawn caught
up in events he cannot control.
In
John’s account of Pilate’s trial before Jesus, Pilate is a tragic, even comic
figure. Amidst all his trappings of power, he must scurry back and forth
between Jesus and the Jewish authorities gathered outside, and as the events
unfold, Pilate grows more and more frightened, and more and more aware that he
is trapped. So much for all that power.
In
the portion of this trial that we hear this morning, Jesus responds to Pilate’s
questions with questions of his own, or answers that reshape the conversation.
In a manner reminiscent of his conversations with Nicodemus or a Samaritan
women at a well, Jesus invites Pilate to see things differently. Even at his
own trial, Jesus reaches out and ministers to Pilate, offering him a chance to
let go of assumptions and patterns that trap him, to grow and step into the
truth. But it is more than Pilate can do. It would be far too costly for him.
I
think most any modern politician can appreciate Pilate’s predicament. Think of
all the ways politicians and office holders find themselves boxed in, unable to
speak what they truly believe or think. Are all those increasingly absurd
statements about Syrian refugees and Muslims really heartfelt, well-reasoned
responses? Or do the people making them feel forced to speak a certain way, trapped
just like Pilate.
People
regularly trash politicians for dancing around the truth, for the way they
“spin” and massage the truth, but there is often a price for them to pay if
they don’t. Democrat or Republican, conservative or liberal, most all discover
that their notions of power and control are as much illusions as was Pilate’s.
There are things they must say and do, and things they cannot.
But
I need not pick on politicians. Fact is, most of us live behind masks and
personas. Perhaps not so blatant as Pilate’s or some politicians, but there are
plenty of times when I am frightened of the truth, when I’m not inclined to let
Jesus draw me out of my fears.
As a pastor, I am supposed to know and
embody certain things. There are certain assumptions about who I am and how I
should act. Some of those are my own assumptions that I have acquired from God
knows where, and some are assumptions that others have for me. Much like
Pilate, I can find myself caught in these assumptions and expectations without
much thought for truth.