1 Kings 19:1-16
From Despair to “Go”
James Sledge June
19, 2016
Many
of you recently took a lengthy, online survey known as the Congregational
Assessment Tool or CAT. Thanks to the large numbers who participated, we got a
lot of great information about our congregation. The Session, the governing
council of our church, received a lengthy report with all sort of statistics
and charts and graphs. It’s a little overwhelming, which is why we weren’t
simply given the report. It was interpreted to us for nearly three hours by people
who have been trained in understanding and utilizing these reports. Even then
it was a bit overwhelming, and we’re still grappling with just how to follow-up
and utilize all this information in moving forward.
During
that initial presentation, one of interpreters told us that he had spoken with
a consultant at the company that owns and administers the CAT, who said that based
on our survey data, we appeared to be a congregation that was “sitting on ‘Go.’ ” We have great resources and energy, a vital
congregation ready to do great things but, in some ways, we are sitting at the
starting gate, sitting on “Go.”
I
should add that those interpreters also said that our report was one of the
better ones they had seen among the many Presbyterian congregations in this
area who have taken the CAT. The comment about sitting on “Go” wasn’t a “Here’s
what’s wrong with you” statement. Rather it was a call for a strong, solid
congregation to explore where we should go and what we should do to fulfill the
potential that’s just waiting to be tapped.
But
where to go? What to do? What is it God expects of us right now? These are
difficult questions at any time, but we live in a time of great uncertainty and
great challenges for the Church. We live in a time when the world seems to brim
with hate and fear and violence. How are we to comfort and support LGBTQ
sisters and brothers after an attack on what many of them consider a sanctuary,
a safe place? How are we to love those who have so often been the victims of
the world’s and the church’s hate?
How
are we to love Muslim brothers and sisters in this time when Donald Trump and
others use them a political punching bags? How are we to show Christ-like love
to those who are hated and condemned because terrorists claim to be followers their
faith?
What
are we to do, where are we to go in response to never ending gun violence in this
country? What is God calling us to be and do in the face of cold cynicism that
says, “Nothing is ever going to change.”?
I
confess that right now, I do not know what to do. I feel numb, dejected, at
times hopeless. I may even feel a new sense of kinship with the prophet Elijah,
who is so dejected and hopeless that he is ready to give up.