My own little difficulties drew me into today's reading from Job, but the situation along the Gulf Coast gave it a much sharper focus. If posts on Facebook and Twitter are any guide, prayers for people along the Gulf are legion, yet Hurricane Isaac now seems to have parked over the New Orleans area, threatening to pummel the region with rain and floods for days. Is that anyway to respond to our prayers, God?
Lots of people seem to know Job only from his reputation for patience, and so they might not recognize today's reading as words addressed to God from Job's lips. "I loathe my life; I would not
live forever. Let me alone, for my days are a breath. What are human
beings, that you make so much of them, that you set your
mind on them, visit
them every morning, test them every moment? Will you not look away from me
for a while, let me alone until I swallow my spittle? If I sin, what do I
do to you, you watcher of humanity? Why have you made me
your target? Why have I become a burden to you? Why do you not pardon
my transgression and take away my iniquity? For now I
shall lie in the earth; you will seek me, but I shall not
be." So much for patience.
Far too many people of faith seem unaware of these words or the fact that they are a faithful response to God. The book of Job was written to address the Pat Robertsons of that day who argued that blessings came to good and faithful folks while curses came to those who did not walk in God's ways. The book of Job is the strongest repudiation of neat and easy faith with all the answers. There is no good reason for Job's horrible suffering, and even when God responds, there is no truly satisfactory answer.
I feel confident that those who claim to know why Hurricane Isaac is battering New Orleans on the very anniversary of Katrina know very little of genuine, biblical faith. They are hucksters advertising an easy but ultimately false and worthless substitute. Real faith must live with unanswerable questions and uncertainties. Real faith will at times be confused, upset, or angry with God, yet still somehow rest in God.
I don't have much use for faith platitudes, but I do find that faith often deepens more in those moments of confusion, upset, doubt, and anger towards God. "Be good and get rewarded;" that's not faith. That's a formula or a contract.
I'm not real happy with God right now, and not just about New Orleans. But Syria and homelessness are at least things we humans should be able to do something about. And so I'll keep praying for those in the Gulf, and for Syria and the homeless. I'll shake my head and maybe my fists in God's direction now and then. But I've experienced God's touch enough that I will still know that God is God, and even though I often cannot see it, God is indeed bending the flow of history toward the good.
I do not think this is provable to anyone who has never felt God's touch, and I'll leave such proofs to the hucksters who peddle other trite items that pass for faith. And despite things I cannot understand, despite very real suffering that is horrible and unjustified and tragic, despite ample evidence to the contrary, I will still somehow trust that creation is ultimately and finally in the good hands of a loving God.
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