Mark 6:30-44
Meeting Jesus as
the Table
James Sledge March
3, 2024
Back before I went to seminary, I once sat
in a pew of my church and listened to a sermon on the reading we just heard
from Mark. The preacher told an intriguing story of what might have happened
when Jesus fed a crowd of thousands out in the wilderness one evening.
“We have to assume,” he said, “that not
everyone who wandered out into the wilderness to see Jesus came with no
provisions. There were no McDonald’s or Burger Kings in those days. People
could not expect to find a place to buy food. Surely many must have packed some
food and carried it with them. They would have stashed it away under their long
robes, so you might not have seen it, but many had a little supply of food and
drink with them.”
“But it is also a good bet that not
everyone brought food. Maybe they hadn’t planned on staying all day. Maybe time
got away from them as they listened to Jesus. But as the day wore on, many of
the people were beginning to get hungry. And they were regretting that they had
not packed something to eat.”
“Those with food knew that many others
didn’t have food. Some thought it impolite to eat in front of others, so they
kept their food hidden away. Others were afraid that if they let on they had
food, the people without any would demand that they share. They didn’t have
enough to go around, and so they kept their food hidden out of fear that others
would try to take it.”
The preacher continued. “But then
something strange happened. Jesus took some bread that his disciples had, along
with a couple of fish. He said a blessing, and he began to pass the food out
into the crowd. As the bread made its way through the crowd, some people began
to take loaves of bread they had beneath their robes and add them to the bread
from the disciples. And as one person shared, another saw it and added her food
to the growing supply. Before you knew it, there was more than enough food to
go around. Jesus’ act of sharing when it seemed he had far too little had
initiated a wave of sharing that fed the crowd with baskets full to spare. The
crowd had the resources all along. They just needed Jesus to show them how to
use them.”
I was struck by this interpretation of the
story, and by its implications. We have more resources than we realize. It is
merely our fears that keep us from putting them to use. But if we faithfully
follow Jesus, our resources are far more than adequate to do whatever we are
called to do, even something as seemingly impossible as feeding a crowd of
thousands. Faith can release tremendous human potential.
My former pastor’s interpretation has
stuck with me for many years. It was very appealing to me for some reason. But
over those years I realized what an inadequate interpretation it was. Oh, I
suppose it very well could have happened that way. It makes perfectly good
sense that it might have. But it clearly is not the message the gospel writer
intended for us.
This is a story about God’s incredible
power to provide. There are clear parallels with the Old Testament story of the
Israelites being miraculously fed by manna while in the wilderness, and even
stronger parallels with the Lord’s Supper.
This story is not simply a story of Jesus
teaching us to share by his example, any more than Jesus’ death on the cross is
Jesus teaching us to practice self-sacrifice by his example. This story shows
the same power of God that is revealed through the cross and the resurrection.
It shows the power God unleashed in Jesus to reach out to and provide for
humanity.
And as the first generations of Christians
gathered to observe the Lord’s Supper, they were drawn to this story—this story
where Jesus provided for the needs of those gathered around him. And as they
ate the bread and drank from the cup, they knew that much more than symbolism
was at work. Just as Jesus had miraculously provided food for thousands of
people that day, so in the holy meal of the Lord’s Supper, he still provided
for them.
And now we come to the Lord’s table. We
come, and we remember. But do we expect anything? Do we really expect Jesus to
reach out and feed us, to nourish us for lives as disciples? Do we really think
that Jesus will come into our lives that way? Do we really want Jesus to come
into our lives that way?
Or are we more comfortable with memories
and examples? A Jesus who feeds the crowd through his example of sharing is
less troublesome in a way. If it is only an example of sharing, then we are not
confronted with the awesome power of God. And if the Lord’s Supper is just a
remembrance, we need not worry about encountering the awesome presence and
power of God here. We can simply hear about God and Jesus, and we can decide
whether or not we want to act on what we hear. Just like people could have
decided whether or not to contribute their hidden food if the feeding of the
5000 is only a frenzy of sharing.
Sometimes I think we prefer memories and
examples. It allows us to keep God at a distance. It allows us to feel like
we’re in control—to keep the power of God that might radically transform us
into new people from getting too close. And so we explain how miracles might
have happened. Or we try to restrict the miraculous power of God to the role of
insurance policy, giving us eternal life when we die, or perhaps healing us
from some disease if we get sick. But we do not want the power of God just
hanging around, threatening to use us for its purposes, threatening to remake
us into people who no longer worry about our own needs, who care only about
loving God and loving others.
And yet, just as surely as Jesus fed
thousands of hungry people all those years ago, he offers to feed us at this
table. He offers us spiritual food which not only meets our deepest needs and
hungers, but which also nourishes us for new life, reborn life in Christ.
The table is set before us. The words of
scripture are read and preached for us to hear. And in them, the power of God
to love us, to care for us, to nurture us, and yes, to change and transform us,
is placed before us. Jesus reaches out to care for us, to change us into
children of God, and to feed and nourish us for life as God’s children.
Come to the table. Come, not only to
remember, to hear, to see, to taste, but come to meet the risen Lord. Come to
be touched by his power. Come to be fed, to be loved, to be healed, to be
embraced, to be made anew in Christ Jesus.
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