Sermons and thoughts on faith on Scripture from my time at Old Presbyterian Meeting House and Falls Church Presbyterian Church, plus sermons and postings from "Pastor James," my blog while pastor at Boulevard Presbyterian in Columbus, OH.
Tuesday, October 14, 2014
Sunday, October 12, 2014
Sermon: Citizens and First Century Stewardship Problems
2 Corinthians 9:1-15
Citizens and First Century Stewardship Problems
James Sledge October
12, 2014 (Stewardship 2)
Comedian
and actor Bob Newhart is probably known better today for roles such as the elf
father in Will Ferrell’s movie Elf or
guest appearances on “The Big Bang Theory,” for which he won an Emmy last year.
Some likely recall a couple of different Bob Newhart TV shows. And if you’re my
age and older, you may remember that he started as a standup comedian, and his
signature bit was the one-sided phone conversation.
Newhart,
with his slow, deadpan delivery, is a bit of a comic oddity, a straight-man who
gets the laughs. That slow delivery allows people to supply the punchline, to
imagine the unseen person on the other end of the phone providing it. If you’ve
never seen a Newhart phone bit, you should watch a YouTube video of him.
I
mention Newhart and his phone routines because we encounter something similar with
Paul’s letters. Not that there’s much comedy, but these are one-sided
conversations. We hear Paul responding to questions, problems, controversies,
situations, and events without having much specific knowledge of those things.
We must do some filling in the gaps based on the side of the conversation we
can hear.
“Now it is not necessary for me to write to you
about the ministry to the saints, for I know your eagerness…” Of course for
us, it’s not at first clear what this ministry to the saints might be, why it’s
not necessary for Paul to write about it, or why he does, in fact, write a
great deal about it.
The
ministry to the saints is apparently an offering Paul is collecting for the
church in Jerusalem. Paul’s work on this offering shows up in several of his
letters, including a previous one to those in Corinth. It’s not clear exactly
what the need was, but Paul has obviously placed a great deal of importance on
helping the Christians there.
It’s
worth recalling that Paul is not always on the best of terms with the folks in
Jerusalem. The Jerusalem Christians are Jewish, and they require any non-Jews
who want to join them to become Jewish first, adopt Jewish dietary restrictions
and males be circumcised. But Paul, although he is Jewish, has been starting
non-Jewish churches in places like Corinth without requiring circumcision or
dietary restrictions. He even insists these not be done.
Yet
Paul has no desire to separate from the Jewish Christians or to start a
different, non-Jewish faith. Paul understands Jesus as God’s way of joining
Gentiles to God’s salvation story that runs through Israel, and he sees the
offering for the needy Jewish Christians in Jerusalem as a tangible witness to their
unity in Christ. He is excited about this opportunity to demonstrate this unity
that they have in Jesus despite their significant theological difficulties.
Apparently
the Corinthians were excited, too. Or at least they had been. Now, Paul seems
worried that things have changed. He’s bragged about their enthusiastic support
of the offering, inspiring others in the process, but will the Corinthians
follow through?
And
here Paul runs smack into a basic stewardship problem. On the one hand, there
is the practical matter of needed funds. He’s made a commitment to help needy
Christians in Jerusalem and is determined to keep that commitment. He’s even
willing to do a bit of arm twisting, saying both he and the Corinthians will be
humiliated if the offering is not ready.
But
on the other hand, simply avoiding humiliation and providing funds is not what
Paul is after. This explains the tension in Paul’s appeal, and in many church
stewardship campaigns. The money is needed, and Paul is willing to work hard to
get it. But Paul also wants the Corinthians to discover something deeper. He
wants them to be the cheerful, happy, joyful givers that God loves.
Now it may sound hard to believe, but I
did not originally notice the connection between today’s reading from 2
Corinthians and this year’s stewardship theme, “Our Community of Joyful Givers.”
I’m not sure how I missed it, but I did. When I finally did notice, I went back
and read the passage over and over again, wondering just what makes for
cheerful, joyful givers rather than reluctant, begrudging ones.
Tuesday, October 7, 2014
Make Me Happy, God
Happy are those whose help is the God of Jacob,
whose hope is in the LORD their God,
who made heaven and earth,
the sea, and all that is in them; Psalm 146:5-6
If you enjoy trite theology, join Facebook. And you don't need to seek it out. Just "friend" enough folks, and it will find you. Some good stuff may find you, too, but you are sure to see plenty of posters and pictures with pithy sayings such as "God is about to make your greatest pains become your greatest strengths." Perhaps. Or perhaps your greatest pain is some dreadful disease that will shortly kill you. I'm not suggesting that God can't do anything with you beyond that, but I'm not sure that's the same as turning your Alzheimer's or cancer into a great strength.
Sometimes Facebook theology posters feature a scripture verse, but rarely with much context. I don't that I've seen one using today's psalm, but it could work. "Happy are those whose help is in the God of Jacob" plastered over a big smiley face. I don't dispute the psalm, but it turns out that God sometimes defines happiness much differently than I do. Read the entire psalm and you'll get a better sense of that. Jesus' beatitudes offer some more insights.
Of course trite theology is not restricted to Facebook. In fact, most all of us lapse into it at times. We imagine that what we want or what we are trying to do is somehow synonymous with what God wants. And so we pray that God would heal our illness or help our congregations grow and deal with their financial difficulties (which is all well and good). But if we or our congregations don't get better, we may be left wondering what is wrong with our faith or what is wrong with God.
I think that trite theology, both the sort on Facebook and the sort in my life, often arises from a religious life motivated by "my good." I want something that I think only God can give me, and now I have to figure out how to get God to give it to me. But any faith that starts with me rather than God is bound to get off track.
I do think that God wants us to be happy or content or fulfilled or something along those lines, but I'm not so sure that we can ever get there by pursuing those things, by making them our goal. Jesus talks about the need to deny ourselves and lose our lives in order to find true life. But my own life, along with all that trite theology on Facebook, shows just how hard it is to trust Jesus on this one.
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whose hope is in the LORD their God,
who made heaven and earth,
the sea, and all that is in them; Psalm 146:5-6
If you enjoy trite theology, join Facebook. And you don't need to seek it out. Just "friend" enough folks, and it will find you. Some good stuff may find you, too, but you are sure to see plenty of posters and pictures with pithy sayings such as "God is about to make your greatest pains become your greatest strengths." Perhaps. Or perhaps your greatest pain is some dreadful disease that will shortly kill you. I'm not suggesting that God can't do anything with you beyond that, but I'm not sure that's the same as turning your Alzheimer's or cancer into a great strength.
Sometimes Facebook theology posters feature a scripture verse, but rarely with much context. I don't that I've seen one using today's psalm, but it could work. "Happy are those whose help is in the God of Jacob" plastered over a big smiley face. I don't dispute the psalm, but it turns out that God sometimes defines happiness much differently than I do. Read the entire psalm and you'll get a better sense of that. Jesus' beatitudes offer some more insights.
Of course trite theology is not restricted to Facebook. In fact, most all of us lapse into it at times. We imagine that what we want or what we are trying to do is somehow synonymous with what God wants. And so we pray that God would heal our illness or help our congregations grow and deal with their financial difficulties (which is all well and good). But if we or our congregations don't get better, we may be left wondering what is wrong with our faith or what is wrong with God.
I think that trite theology, both the sort on Facebook and the sort in my life, often arises from a religious life motivated by "my good." I want something that I think only God can give me, and now I have to figure out how to get God to give it to me. But any faith that starts with me rather than God is bound to get off track.
I do think that God wants us to be happy or content or fulfilled or something along those lines, but I'm not so sure that we can ever get there by pursuing those things, by making them our goal. Jesus talks about the need to deny ourselves and lose our lives in order to find true life. But my own life, along with all that trite theology on Facebook, shows just how hard it is to trust Jesus on this one.
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Sunday, October 5, 2014
Sermon: Falling into God
Philippians 3:4b-14
Falling into God
James Sledge October
5, 2014 (Stewardship1)
Seminary
students sometimes have a bit of nerdy fun translating today’s Philippians
passage. When Paul says the immense value of knowing Jesus has made all he once
valued “rubbish,” the word he uses has a bit more shock value. One Greek
dictionary defines it simply as “dung, excrement.” And so at least one
seminarian in any class will inevitably translate it using a four letter word I
can’t repeat here.
But
what is it that would make Paul so thoroughly reassess his former life? Despite
how large Paul looms over the New Testament, I’m not sure the Church – and
especially the Protestant Church – has always had the best answer.
Heavily
influenced by Martin Luther, Protestants have typically understood Paul’s
experience, and so salvation and conversion, as rescue from some failed past.
This was Luther’s personal experience. As a priest, he was racked by feelings
of guilt, sure he could never follow Jesus well enough or confess his failings fully
enough to be acceptable. But Paul’s writings on grace, on how restored relationship
with God is a gift and not earned, freed Luther from his guilty past.
Five
hundred years later, Luther’s notion of faith and salvation as this sort of rescue
still exerts great influence on Protestant theology and thought, even if it fails
to connect with many in pews. One reason lifelong Presbyterians, Episcopalians,
Lutherans, etc. say they’ve never had a “conversion experience” is because they
understand it as rescue, but they’ve never really thought they needed rescue,
having grown up in the church.
But
it turns out that Martin Luther’s faith experience did not mirror Paul’s. Unlike
Luther, Paul never felt oppressed by God’s law. He wasn’t seeking freedom from
guilt and worry. In our reading this morning, he describes himself so, “…as
to righteous under the law, blameless.” That doesn’t mean he thought he
was perfect. It simply means he tried diligently to live a life ordered by
God’s law, and could be forgiven when he failed.
But
now that he is “in Christ,” Paul views everything from his past in a new light.
And many of us have had a similar experience even if we’ve never had a
religious conversion: the experience of falling in love.
Monday, September 29, 2014
Holy Waiting
For God alone my soul waits in silence;
from him comes my salvation.
He alone is my rock and my salvation,
my fortress; I shall never be shaken. Psalm 62:1-2
I'm not very good at waiting. That doesn't make me at all unusual. We live in a results oriented culture. We want things fixed, straightened out and made better, and we want it right now. The coach, CEO, or politician brought in to work wonders often gives way to a new savior after failing to meet expectations. And school systems, companies, and church congregation sometimes jump from one fad to the next, ever hopeful that some new way will turn things around. Rarely do we do much waiting. Even more rarely do we wait for God.
"Be still and know that I am God," says Psalm 46. Stillness is surely a close cousin to waiting, and so we aren't terribly good at it either. Being still isn't productive. We need to do something.
And yet, many of us complain about the cost of our hectic lives. We lament the stress and anxiety of our age that demands more production, more results, more efficiency. But to what end? Why do we complain about how things are but seem so resistance to an alternative, even a holy one?
A fair amount has been written about what stressed out and anxiety laden places congregations have become in our time. Not that anyone wants this to be so. Indeed many hope that church would offer something better, yet we manage to import our hectic, impatient, productive ways into our congregations.
I fear there is a great deal of idolatry in all our busyness. We think nothing can happen unless we do it. God's not going to do it; it's up to us. It could be risky to wait for God. How long to wait? What if God doesn't come through? Perhaps it's better to believe in our concept of God than to wait for God and be disappointed. Such disappointment could be an existential threat to our faith. Better to believe in God but not expect anything much.
"For God alone my soul waits in silence." How do we learn to wait? More to the point, how do we learn to trust in something other than our own productive capacities? Perhaps it begins simply by acknowledging that there is a holiness to slowing down, to resting, to stopping and waiting for God.
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from him comes my salvation.
He alone is my rock and my salvation,
my fortress; I shall never be shaken. Psalm 62:1-2
I'm not very good at waiting. That doesn't make me at all unusual. We live in a results oriented culture. We want things fixed, straightened out and made better, and we want it right now. The coach, CEO, or politician brought in to work wonders often gives way to a new savior after failing to meet expectations. And school systems, companies, and church congregation sometimes jump from one fad to the next, ever hopeful that some new way will turn things around. Rarely do we do much waiting. Even more rarely do we wait for God.
"Be still and know that I am God," says Psalm 46. Stillness is surely a close cousin to waiting, and so we aren't terribly good at it either. Being still isn't productive. We need to do something.
And yet, many of us complain about the cost of our hectic lives. We lament the stress and anxiety of our age that demands more production, more results, more efficiency. But to what end? Why do we complain about how things are but seem so resistance to an alternative, even a holy one?
A fair amount has been written about what stressed out and anxiety laden places congregations have become in our time. Not that anyone wants this to be so. Indeed many hope that church would offer something better, yet we manage to import our hectic, impatient, productive ways into our congregations.
I fear there is a great deal of idolatry in all our busyness. We think nothing can happen unless we do it. God's not going to do it; it's up to us. It could be risky to wait for God. How long to wait? What if God doesn't come through? Perhaps it's better to believe in our concept of God than to wait for God and be disappointed. Such disappointment could be an existential threat to our faith. Better to believe in God but not expect anything much.
"For God alone my soul waits in silence." How do we learn to wait? More to the point, how do we learn to trust in something other than our own productive capacities? Perhaps it begins simply by acknowledging that there is a holiness to slowing down, to resting, to stopping and waiting for God.
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Monday, September 22, 2014
For Just Such a Time
The book of Esther is surely one of the more obscure parts of the Old Testament. I remember once reading something that suggested the book existed only to give a reason for the Jewish festival of Purim. Many have noted that there is no mention of "God" or "the Lord" anywhere in the book. It seems almost oblivious to the Torah's understanding of what it meant to be a Jew, and it was far from a unanimous choice for inclusion in the sacred texts of Judaism (a process that ended several centuries prior to Jesus).
Nonetheless, there is a line from today's reading in Esther that has always drawn me up short, "for just such a time as this." This is spoken to Esther when she states that she cannot help the Jews who are about to be annihilated. Even though she is queen, she is not permitted to approach the king without invitation. To do so is to risk death. (Esther is queen only because the king had gotten rid of her predecessor, and she has hidden her Jewish heritage from him.) But Mordecai, Esther's adoptive father, urges her to act, saying, "Who knows? Perhaps you have come to royal dignity for just such a time as this."
For just such a time as this... In a sense, it is always just such a time as this. There are always events, situations, injustices, wrongs, and so on that need someone to act if they are to be corrected. And there is generally some risk to those who do act. Both the situations and the risks may be large or small, earth shattering or barely noticeable, but Mordecai's surely applies in all cases. Perhaps we find ourselves wherever it is we are "for just such a time as this."
Perhaps you or I are in a position to make a difference on something as big as income inequality or racism. Perhaps we are in a position simply to help one person. But for any of us, at any given moment, there is something we can do if we will take the chance, if we will take the risk. For who knows? Perhaps we have come to where we are for just such a time as this.
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Nonetheless, there is a line from today's reading in Esther that has always drawn me up short, "for just such a time as this." This is spoken to Esther when she states that she cannot help the Jews who are about to be annihilated. Even though she is queen, she is not permitted to approach the king without invitation. To do so is to risk death. (Esther is queen only because the king had gotten rid of her predecessor, and she has hidden her Jewish heritage from him.) But Mordecai, Esther's adoptive father, urges her to act, saying, "Who knows? Perhaps you have come to royal dignity for just such a time as this."
For just such a time as this... In a sense, it is always just such a time as this. There are always events, situations, injustices, wrongs, and so on that need someone to act if they are to be corrected. And there is generally some risk to those who do act. Both the situations and the risks may be large or small, earth shattering or barely noticeable, but Mordecai's surely applies in all cases. Perhaps we find ourselves wherever it is we are "for just such a time as this."
Perhaps you or I are in a position to make a difference on something as big as income inequality or racism. Perhaps we are in a position simply to help one person. But for any of us, at any given moment, there is something we can do if we will take the chance, if we will take the risk. For who knows? Perhaps we have come to where we are for just such a time as this.
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Sunday, September 21, 2014
Monday, September 15, 2014
Acts of Extravagance
Any time I've read today's passage from the Gospel of John, I've wondered if Judas Iscariot really was a thief who stole from the disciples' "common purse," or if this was simply a bit of revisionist history. No doubt the fact that Judas had betrayed Jesus was a little embarrassing for the first Christians, and so there was no small temptation to demonize him.
Of course Judas' objection to the anointing at Bethany actually has a certain logic to it, and calling him a scoundrel doesn't really change that. (In Matthew and Mark, Judas isn't the one who objects. It's "the disciples" and "some who were there" respectively.) It's the sort of objection that is still raised today, often with merit. It's not unusual to hear questions about the expense of mission trips taken by church groups. "Think of all the good that could have been done with that money."
Sometimes mission trips are little more than thinly disguised mission-tourism. Such trips are almost never the most "effective" way to help the people whom such trips seek to help. But following Jesus never has been about what is most "effective." Mission trips can be transformative faith experiences for those who participate in them. (We in the church would probably do well to acknowledge this in our church budgets.) And being part of a mission trip can also be a dramatic act of love that seeks to give concrete form to one's faith.
Most of us have some experience with dramatic and extravagant acts undertaken because of love. The gifts and extravagances that people sometimes shower on the person they love are rarely the stuff of logical computation. Romantic and practical rarely go hand in hand. Love can never be reduced simply to what is effective.
Neither can faith. Faith is not necessarily illogical or impractical, but it is much more than these. It is relational. It is encounter. It is experiencing the almost unimaginable depth of God's love, an experience that is beyond practicalities and efficiencies. Like romantic love, it is overwhelming in its power, and so it calls forth acts of extravagance such as that celebrated in today's gospel.
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Of course Judas' objection to the anointing at Bethany actually has a certain logic to it, and calling him a scoundrel doesn't really change that. (In Matthew and Mark, Judas isn't the one who objects. It's "the disciples" and "some who were there" respectively.) It's the sort of objection that is still raised today, often with merit. It's not unusual to hear questions about the expense of mission trips taken by church groups. "Think of all the good that could have been done with that money."
Sometimes mission trips are little more than thinly disguised mission-tourism. Such trips are almost never the most "effective" way to help the people whom such trips seek to help. But following Jesus never has been about what is most "effective." Mission trips can be transformative faith experiences for those who participate in them. (We in the church would probably do well to acknowledge this in our church budgets.) And being part of a mission trip can also be a dramatic act of love that seeks to give concrete form to one's faith.
Most of us have some experience with dramatic and extravagant acts undertaken because of love. The gifts and extravagances that people sometimes shower on the person they love are rarely the stuff of logical computation. Romantic and practical rarely go hand in hand. Love can never be reduced simply to what is effective.
Neither can faith. Faith is not necessarily illogical or impractical, but it is much more than these. It is relational. It is encounter. It is experiencing the almost unimaginable depth of God's love, an experience that is beyond practicalities and efficiencies. Like romantic love, it is overwhelming in its power, and so it calls forth acts of extravagance such as that celebrated in today's gospel.
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Sunday, September 14, 2014
Sermon: Ridiculous, Extravagant Love
Matthew 18:21-35
Ridiculous, Extravagant Love
James Sledge September
14, 2014
How
many times? When Peter asks that question he is speaking of forgiveness, but
his question could have been about a number of things. How many times should I
help someone? At what point do I say “No”? How many chances should I give
someone? What’s the limit?
But
Peter asks about forgiveness. Presumably the forgiveness here is for something
significant, not some imagined slight or inadvertent failure. Someone has
sinned against another, has told lies about her, gossiped about her, cheated
her out of something. And it has happened repeatedly. At what point does
forgiveness turn into foolishness, making someone an easy mark and a target for
more abuse? Seven times?
But
what prompted Peter’s question? Perhaps one of the other disciples has done
something that really riled him. Of course Jesus had just finished teaching
about disciplining members in the church, telling them that when someone sins
against you, you should go and point it out to the person. And if the person
doesn’t listen to you, take a couple of others to talk to him, and if that
doesn’t work put it before the congregation, and if the congregation can’t
convince the person to behave, shun him.
All
of this is meant to turn the person back, to ask for forgiveness and reenter
life in the community. So maybe Peter is just following up, wanting to know how
many times this process is to be used. Seven times? I suspect that Peter thinks this is
exceedingly generous. Perhaps he’s trying to score a few brownie points with
Jesus by being so forgiving.
If
he’s trying to impress Jesus, clearly he fails. Not seven, but seventy-seven.
Or maybe it’s seventy times seven. Either translation is possible. Scholars say
“seventy-seven” is more likely, but the over-the-top “seventy times seven”
would certainly be in keeping with the ridiculous numbers found in the parable
Jesus tells.
When
Jesus first told this parable, he used examples that were familiar and easily
accessible to his listeners. But we do not live in a world of kings settling
accounts with slaves, and none of us has ever received a paycheck that was in
written out in talents or denarii, so maybe a bit of updating is in order.
Thursday, September 11, 2014
What Comes of Remembering?
There a numerous posts on Facebook today that say "Remember," accompanied by images of the twin towers or first responders or simply the date, 9-11-2001. It's hard to imagine that many who were much more than infants don't remember. I was getting ready to teach the first weekday Bible study class of the fall in a congregation where I was the "new" pastor. A person arriving for the class shared the first, confusing reports of a plane hitting one of the towers.
Many people can remember exactly where they were when they first heard the news of a terrorist attack, a phenomenon similar to previous generations recalling the shooting of JFK or the bombing of Pearl Harbor. It is seared into our memories. Remembering is not something difficult. And so the real question is, what comes of our remembering?
I attended a funeral today. There was a great deal of remembering there, and most all of it brought smiles to people's faces. There were tears as well, but the remembering was a comfort. I expect that those who lost loved ones on 9-11 do some remembering of this sort today. They recall those taken from them too soon, and they hold tightly to their memories.
Remembering can also give us wisdom and help us not to repeat mistakes. One would hope that our nation learned some things from 9-11 and its aftermath. Hopefully we will not repeat some of the intelligence failures that preceded it. And hopefully we will not repeat some of the foolishness that followed because we were hurt and angry and wanted revenge.
Remembering also has an unseemly side. Being in relationships with others requires a certain amount of forgetting, at least of the pain another has caused us. As Harriet Ward Beecher once said, "I can forgive, but I cannot forget, is only another way of saying, I will not forgive. Forgiveness ought to be like a cancelled note - torn in two, and burned up, so that it never can be shown against one." Holding on to old hurts and grudges is a destructive sort of remembering that can make life bitter and joyless.
So what sort of remembering is our remembering on this anniversary of 9-11? No doubt it is a mixed bag, but I want to urge and pray for remembering that does not stoke anger and bitterness and fear, because this sort of remembering is toxic, especially so to those who practice it. We should remember and honor those who died, as well as remember and draw wisdom from those events and the way they have changed us. But remembering that seeks to hold onto anger and hatred makes us no safer, and it diminishes us and crowds out more helpful remembering.
As a follower of Jesus, I am called to a life of love, not one that is captive to anger and fear and hatred. I do no honor to Jesus, or to those who died on 9-11, if my remembering helps me fear my Muslim neighbor or hate someone who wears a turban. I only rob myself of the joyful life Jesus invites me to live.
I will remember 9-11. How could I not? I will recall those who died because of others' unwillingness to let go of hate and anger and fear, and I will weep. But I will not let my remembering cause me to hate. One of the things I remember clearly from those days after 9-11 was a service at the National Cathedral where the preacher cautioned us not to be drawn into the darkness that had assailed us, "lest we become the evil we deplore." And I will not let my remembering lead me toward the darkness, for in Jesus, I am called to be a child of light.
And so, as I remember the horrific events of thirteen years ago, I will also remember that the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness does not overcome it. I will remember the wonders of creation, the kindness and love I have received from others, the wonderful relationships with family and friends, and the love of God that surpasses my wildest imagination and is stronger than all darkness, even death itself. And I will live, and I will love, and I will appreciate the all the good in my life. And I will not hate, and I will not be afraid.
Many people can remember exactly where they were when they first heard the news of a terrorist attack, a phenomenon similar to previous generations recalling the shooting of JFK or the bombing of Pearl Harbor. It is seared into our memories. Remembering is not something difficult. And so the real question is, what comes of our remembering?
I attended a funeral today. There was a great deal of remembering there, and most all of it brought smiles to people's faces. There were tears as well, but the remembering was a comfort. I expect that those who lost loved ones on 9-11 do some remembering of this sort today. They recall those taken from them too soon, and they hold tightly to their memories.
Remembering can also give us wisdom and help us not to repeat mistakes. One would hope that our nation learned some things from 9-11 and its aftermath. Hopefully we will not repeat some of the intelligence failures that preceded it. And hopefully we will not repeat some of the foolishness that followed because we were hurt and angry and wanted revenge.
Remembering also has an unseemly side. Being in relationships with others requires a certain amount of forgetting, at least of the pain another has caused us. As Harriet Ward Beecher once said, "I can forgive, but I cannot forget, is only another way of saying, I will not forgive. Forgiveness ought to be like a cancelled note - torn in two, and burned up, so that it never can be shown against one." Holding on to old hurts and grudges is a destructive sort of remembering that can make life bitter and joyless.
So what sort of remembering is our remembering on this anniversary of 9-11? No doubt it is a mixed bag, but I want to urge and pray for remembering that does not stoke anger and bitterness and fear, because this sort of remembering is toxic, especially so to those who practice it. We should remember and honor those who died, as well as remember and draw wisdom from those events and the way they have changed us. But remembering that seeks to hold onto anger and hatred makes us no safer, and it diminishes us and crowds out more helpful remembering.
As a follower of Jesus, I am called to a life of love, not one that is captive to anger and fear and hatred. I do no honor to Jesus, or to those who died on 9-11, if my remembering helps me fear my Muslim neighbor or hate someone who wears a turban. I only rob myself of the joyful life Jesus invites me to live.
I will remember 9-11. How could I not? I will recall those who died because of others' unwillingness to let go of hate and anger and fear, and I will weep. But I will not let my remembering cause me to hate. One of the things I remember clearly from those days after 9-11 was a service at the National Cathedral where the preacher cautioned us not to be drawn into the darkness that had assailed us, "lest we become the evil we deplore." And I will not let my remembering lead me toward the darkness, for in Jesus, I am called to be a child of light.
And so, as I remember the horrific events of thirteen years ago, I will also remember that the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness does not overcome it. I will remember the wonders of creation, the kindness and love I have received from others, the wonderful relationships with family and friends, and the love of God that surpasses my wildest imagination and is stronger than all darkness, even death itself. And I will live, and I will love, and I will appreciate the all the good in my life. And I will not hate, and I will not be afraid.
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