Genesis 15:1-18
Questioning God
James Sledge February
21, 2016
If
you’re like me, it’s sometimes hard to relate to the faith heroes of the Bible.
Take Abram, later Abraham, one of the original faith heroes. According to Genesis,
God just shows up one day and says, “Go from your homeland and family and friends
to a place I will show you. I’ll make you great and bless you and you’ll be the
start of a great people. And you’ll be a blessing to all the people of the
earth.” And Abram, along with wife Sarai, pick up and leave, headed for parts
unknown, no questions asked, all because of God’s promise.
Imagine
that you were Abe’s parents when he came in to explain his plans. “Mom, Dad,
God wants us to leave here and go somewhere else. Not really sure where yet.
We’re heading out tomorrow.” What would you say if your child said something
like that to you? What would you do if you thought God was telling you to sell
the house, pack up everything, and head out to some unknown destination? Like I
said, it can be hard to relate to biblical heroes.
But
a lot has happened since God first said “Go” to Abram. He’s done a lot of going
because of God’s promise. He’s gained wealth and had some exciting adventures,
but there’s one colossal problem. It’s hard to be the parents of a great line
of people when he and Sarai have no children. And they’re both getting on in
years.
So
when God shows up again, making more promises, Abram’s a little less ready to trust.
“Don’t talks to me about rewards,” Abram says. “Sarai and I are getting old and
have no kids, no one to pass it on to.”
This Abram I can relate to. When I think
back on my own call and what followed: seminary, strains on our marriage, pain
for Shawn that too often accompanies being the pastor’s wife. “God, this isn’t
what I thought was going to happen when I said, ‘Yes.’”
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When
Abram starts whining about how following God’s promise hasn’t turned out as planned,
the story says, But the word of the Lord
came to him. Maybe this was
some sort of vision, I’m not sure, but somehow God takes him out to look at the
stars and promises that his descendants will be as vast as all those twinkling
lights in the sky.
And
Abram trusted God one more time. I suppose that if it were a good enough vision,
that would do it for me, too.
Then
God starts with a new promise. This one is about land, but Abram’s not so quick
to jump at God’s promises as he once was. He wants proof. “How am I to know
this will really happen?”
It is a crucial and basic faith question.
Are God’s promises trustworthy? Does it make any sense to do as God says, or
should we go our own way, doing whatever seems best to us?